Sunday, September 19, 2010

The Beacon of Hope


When things get overly dramatic and you find yourself as the main cast in a horror movie. Prancing about in a haunted mansion, shouting at the top of your voice, calling out for help only to realize you are OYO. You remember you were once a Christian and in your plight throw your hands towards heaven, praying frantically for the cup to pass over you. I SURRENDER ALL you wail in your distress, help me out of this God and I would never go back into the world.
Did you just see a beam of light?...Oh Thank God help at last, you grope towards the source of light only to discover that it was coming from the blood thirsty sword of the tormentor!

Events of the past week has defied all plausible explanations and has looked more like a nightmare, I have pinched myself so many times and yes it hurts but I am Awake not the Jehovah witnesses Mag tho(cc @verbalreasoning) .
The windows partition on my machine crashed coz of the dreaded Black Screen Of Death(BSOD), after a lot of troubleshooting and all I noticed I would have to do an upgrade. So i tried organizing the DVD i was going to use, on my way to a friend's place to pick up the DVD, I mysteriously lost one of my phones.
Shit happens jor...Another one would come!, Funny enough the DVD i collected would not even boot!..double wahala she?.
Monday and Tuesday came with their own wahala, I got home around 11pm(Man must wack now), Even though I was trying to watch my spendings I just joined Rick Ross as we Blew Money Fast..smh. I am currently preparing for an exam, so early Friday morning say around 4 a.m., I woke up to check my books o, I was thirsty and had to take a glass of water, Me i dunno wot happened sha o, My lappy just decided to contest with Michael Phelps in swimming, see water on top motherboard...AH in dis recession all @ once....GOD dey sha

The crux of errytin was on saturday, After counting and recounting the money in my wallet, (Secretly prayin that it should multiply), After normal omo boi hustle that day, I was heading back home, At Oshodi, I was doing my own jeje o, na im I just hear gbam from back, one morrafucka don jack my bag, my phone is gone.. I wan cry...mehn!, dt wz my machine o, my Phone ...arrgh, Men I nearly ran mad. I wan pursue d guy (bad Idea)
I was lamenting, why me? and why now? and the answer came almost immediately, (I accepted my fate o, tho my heart was still bruised), I wanted to board the bus home, there and then a big bus lost a tyre and skidded off the road, a woman fell off the bus and hit her head on the tarred road and it all dawned on me.

I am still alive, I am still breathing, when there is life there is hope, however bleak the future looks, the future is mine and mine to make. #Gbam My future is so bright you would need shades to look. If I lyk I could buy Apple Inc and cross breed with Microsoft, or lyk Larry Ellison become the Oracle of the Silicon valley, becoming so hot that I could give the SUN a tan.
#bottomLine it is a setback for a comeback. so 4 now, i dnt av a phone o, if dre is any contract for me o, I need money badly, my email neva change, ayallurs@yahoo.co.uk. #redEye

P.S. My pastor believes there is no Punishment without a sin, i'm still wonderin sha

Behold the Lord's hand is not shortened that he cannot save, neither his ear heavy that he cannot hear. But your iniquities have separated between you and your God